Friday, October 25, 2019
A Streetcar Named Desire by Tennessee Williams Essay -- Streetcar Desi
A Streetcar Named Desire by Tennessee Williams MITCH: Lies, lies, inside and out, all lies. Referring to the two critical opinions, explore the extent to which the relationship between Mitch and Blanche is based on deception and self deception. Throughout Williams' play an unexpected relationship is developing before us. This is the one formed between Mitch and Blanche. Two very different characters who would appear to have nothing in common but when they dig deeper into each others personalities they find that have shared many past experiences and this gives them a basis for their relationship. However, after realising that Blanche is not the same person that she appears to be, Mitch begins to doubt anything that she has told him in the past. Can the audience blame him, as they know that she has even lied to her own sister. What makes her relationship with Mitch different to that she has with any other person? What makes him so special that she does not feel the need to lie to him? Mitch proposes to Blanche that everything that she has told him is a lie. That the person that he knows her as is make believe. "Lies, lies, inside and out, all lies" (Scene 9), is the phrase used by Mitch to convey his feelings to Blanche. He is right. Blanche had based all her relationships on lies since she had arrived in Stella and Stanley's house. She felt that it was the only way that she would be accepted by her sister and brother in law. She was never expecting to meet such a man as Mitch, but once he did appear she had to continue the deceit with him, to make sure that she did not incriminate herself, as she had already spun so many stories for Stella and Stanley. Mitch is a very weak character. He stays at home... ...and she is not as hard faced as she has seemed throughout the play. All she wanted was to have something to replace what disappeared when she lost Allan. There had obviously been something missing since he died, and that is what Blanche had been searching for, sadly everywhere she looked she only found herself in trouble. Cardullo sees her actions at the Flamingo, not necessarily as prostituting herself, she may not have thought of herself as a prostitute as most people would define it. She was on her mission to find that lost thing, "they got wised up after two or three dates with her," but maybe that was because they did not have the thing that she wanted, and she was just as much for them leaving as they were. Mitch was different however, she wanted him and did not want to lose him. That is why she had to deceive him to make sure that he did not leave.
Thursday, October 24, 2019
Blood Promise Chapter Seventeen
Convincing them to release a Strigoi-particularly when we had him trapped-wasn't easy. My questioning hadn't made sense to them either, but they'd gone along with it. Letting a Strigoi go? That was really crazy-even for the unpromised. They exchanged uneasy glances with one another, and I wondered if they'd disobey. In the end, my harshness and authority won out. They wanted me as their leader and put their faith in my actions-no matter how insane they seemed. Of course, once we did let the Strigoi go, we had the new problem of making sure he actually went. At first, he started to attack again, and then, realizing he'd probably get overwhelmed, he finally skulked off. He gave us one last menacing look as he disappeared into the darkness. I didn't think being taken down by a group of teenagers had done a lot for his self-esteem. He gave me in particular a look of hatred, and I shuddered at the idea of him knowing my name. There was nothing to be done about it now; I could only hope my plan had a chance of working. Denis and the others got over me letting the Strigoi go once we made a few other kills that week. We fell into a routine, investigating clubs and dangerous parts of town, relying on my senses to tell us when danger was near. It was funny to me how much the group soon began to rely on my leadership. They claimed they wanted no part of the guardians' rules and authority, but they responded surprisingly well to me telling them what to do. Well, more or less. Every once in a while, I'd see a bit of that unhinged recklessness. One of them would try to play hero, underestimate a Strigoi, or go in without the rest of us. Artur nearly ended up with a concussion that way. As the largest of all of us, he'd gotten a bit cocky and was therefore caught off guard when a Strigoi threw him into a wall. It had been a sobering moment for all of us. For a few agonizing moments, I'd feared Artur was dead-and that it was my fault as their leader. One of Sydney's Alchemists had come-though I'd made sure not to be around, lest Abe find me-and had treated Artur. The guy said Artur would be fine with some bed rest, meaning he had to stop hunting for a while. It was hard for him to do-and I had to yell at him when he tried to follow us one night, reminding him of all their friends who had died before because of such stupidity. Out in the human world, dhampirs tended to run on human schedules. Now I put myself on a nocturnal schedule, just like I'd been on at the Academy. The others followed suit, except for Tamara, since she had a day job. I didn't want to be asleep during the time Strigoi prowled the streets. I had called Sydney each time we left a kill, and word had to be getting around in the Strigoi community that someone was doing a lot of damage. And if the Strigoi we'd released had carried my message, some of those Strigoi could specifically come looking for me. As days passed, our kills dropped a little, making me think the Strigoi were indeed being cautious now. I couldn't decide if that was a good or bad thing, but I urged the others to be extra careful. They were beginning to revere me as a goddess, but I took no satisfaction in their adoration. My heart still ached from all that had happened with Lissa and Dimitri. I wrapped myself up in my task, trying only to think of working the Strigoi community to get closer to Dimitri. But when we weren't out hunting Strigoi, I had a lot of downtime with nothing to do. And so I kept visiting Lissa. I'd known there were a lot of kids-like Mia-who lived at the Royal Court because their parents had jobs there. I didn't quite realize how many there were, though. Avery naturally knew them all, and to no one's surprise (at least not mine), most of them were spoiled and rich. The rest of Lissa's visit had been a series of other functions and formal parties. The more she listened to royal Moroi talk business, the more it irritated her. She saw the same abuses of power she'd noted before, the same unfair way of distributing guardians like they were property. The controversial issue of whether Moroi should learn to fight alongside the guardians was also still a hot topic. Most of the people Lissa ran into at Court were of the old-school mentality: Let guardians fight and Moroi stay protected. After seeing the results of that policy-and the successes that had happened when people like Christian and I tried to change it-hearing the selfishness among the Moroi elite enraged Lissa. She welcomed her escapes from these events whenever she could, anxious to run wild with Avery. Avery was always able to find people to hang out with and attend parties of a much different nature than Tatiana's. Stifling Court politics never came up at these parties, but there were still plenty of other things to drag Lissa's mood down. In particular, Lissa felt her guilt, anger, and depression over me spiraling deeper and deeper. She'd seen enough of spirit's effects on her moods to recognize potential warning signs, though she hadn't been actively using spirit while on this trip. Regardless of the moods' cause, she still continued to do her best to seek distraction and drown her depression. ââ¬Å"Watch it,â⬠warned Avery one evening. She and Lissa were at a party the night before they had to fly back to the Academy. A lot of those who lived at Court had permanent housing, and this party was at the town house of some Szelsky who served as an aide on a committee Lissa didn't know. Lissa didn't really know their host either, but that didn't matter, save that his parents were out of town. ââ¬Å"Watch what?â⬠asked Lissa, staring around the sights. The town house had a courtyard out back, lit up by tiki torches and strings of twinkling lights. There were drinks and food in full force, and some Moroi guy had a guitar out and was trying to impress girls with his musical skills-which were nonexistent. In fact, his music was so awful that he might have discovered a new way to kill Strigoi. He was cute enough, though, that his admirers didn't seem to care what he played. ââ¬Å"This,â⬠said Avery, pointing at Lissa's martini. ââ¬Å"Are you keeping track of how many of those you're taking down?â⬠ââ¬Å"Not from what I can tell,â⬠said Adrian. He was sprawled on a lounge chair nearby, a drink in his own hand. Lissa felt a bit amateur compared to them. While Avery was still her wild and flirtatious self, she didn't have the crazed or stupid air of someone completely trashed. Lissa didn't know how much the other girl had been drinking, but it was presumably a lot since Avery always had a drink in hand. Likewise, Adrian never seemed to be without a beverage, the effects of which mostly mellowed him out. Lissa supposed they had a lot more experience than her. She'd gone soft over the years. ââ¬Å"I'm fine,â⬠lied Lissa, who was watching her surroundings spin a little and seriously contemplating joining some girls dancing on a table across the courtyard. Avery's lips quirked into a smile, though her eyes showed a bit of worry. ââ¬Å"Sure. Just don't get sick or anything. That kind of thing gets around, and the last thing we need is everyone knowing that the Dragomir girl can't hold her liquor. Your family has a fierce reputation to maintain.â⬠Lissa downed the drink. ââ¬Å"Somehow, I doubt alcohol consumption is part of my family's illustrious ancestry.â⬠Avery pushed Adrian over and lay down next to him on the lounge chair. ââ¬Å"Hey, you'd be surprised. In ten years, this group will be your peers on the council. And you'll be trying to pass some resolution, and they'll be like, ?à ®Remember that time she got trashed and threw up at that party?'â⬠Lissa and Adrian both laughed at that. Lissa didn't think she was going to get sick, but like everything else, she would worry about it later. The bright point of all this was that drinking was helping numb the memories of what had happened earlier in the day. Tatiana had introduced her to her future guardians: a seasoned guy named Grant and the ââ¬Å"young lady,â⬠who was named Serena. They had been nice enough, but their parallels to Dimitri and me had been overwhelming. Taking them on had seemed like a betrayal to us, yet Lissa had simply nodded and thanked Tatiana. Later, Lissa had learned that Serena had originally been lined up to be the guardian for a girl she'd known her entire life. The girl wasn't royal, but sometimes, depending on guardian numbers, even non-royals got assigned guardians-though never more than one. When positions for Lissa's protection opened up, however, Tatiana had pulled Serena from the job with her friend. Serena had smiled and told Lissa it didn't matter. Duty came first, she said, and she was happy to serve her. Yet Lissa felt bad, knowing it had to have been hard on both girls-and terribly unfair. But there it was again: an unfair balance of power with no one to really keep it in line. Leaving that encounter, Lissa had cursed her own meekness. If she hadn't had the courage to follow me, she thought, she should have at least put her foot down and demanded that Tatiana give her my mother instead. Then Serena could have gone back to her friend, and there'd be one friendship still left intact in the world. The martini simultaneously seemed to numb the pain and make her feel worse, which honestly made no sense to Lissa. Whatever, she thought. And when she caught a glimpse of a server passing by, she waved him over to order more. ââ¬Å"Hey, can I-Ambrose?â⬠She stared in surprise at the guy standing before her. If there'd been a swimsuit calendar for hottest dhampir guys, this one would have been the cover model (aside from Dimitri-but then, I was biased). This guy's name was Ambrose, and she and I had met him on our trip there together. He had deeply tanned skin and well-formed muscles underneath his gray button-down shirt. He was a particular oddity at Court, a dhampir who'd rejected guardian service and performed all sorts of tasks here, like giving massages and-if rumor was true-having ââ¬Å"romantic encountersâ⬠with the queen. That one still made me cringe, and I'd run into some pretty disgusting things in my life. ââ¬Å"Princess Dragomir,â⬠he said, flashing her one of his perfect white grins. ââ¬Å"An unexpected surprise.â⬠ââ¬Å"How have you been?â⬠she asked, genuinely happy to see him. ââ¬Å"Good, good. I have the best job in the world, after all. And you?â⬠ââ¬Å"Great,â⬠she replied. Ambrose paused, eyeing her. He didn't drop that gorgeous grin, but Lissa could tell he didn't agree with her. She could see the disapproval in his face. Avery accusing her of drinking too much was one thing. But some pretty dhampir servant? Unacceptable. Lissa's demeanor grew cold, and she held out her glass. ââ¬Å"I need another martini,â⬠she said, her voice as haughty as that of any perfect royal. He sensed the change in her, and his friendly smile turned to one of polite indifference. ââ¬Å"Right away.â⬠He gave her a small bow and headed off to the bar. ââ¬Å"Jeez,â⬠said Avery, watching admiringly as he walked away. ââ¬Å"Why didn't you introduce us to your friend?â⬠ââ¬Å"He's not my friend,â⬠snapped Lissa. ââ¬Å"He's nobody.â⬠ââ¬Å"Agreed,â⬠said Adrian, putting an arm around Avery. ââ¬Å"Why look elsewhere when you've got the best right here?â⬠If I hadn't known any better, I'd have sworn there was a hint of legitimate jealousy underneath his jovial tone. ââ¬Å"Didn't I go out of my way to bring you to breakfast with my aunt?â⬠Avery gave him a lazy smile. ââ¬Å"That's a good start. You've still got a ways to go to impress me, Ivashkov.â⬠Her gaze drifted over Lissa's head and turned surprised. ââ¬Å"Hey, Jailbait's here.â⬠Mia, with Jill in tow, came striding through the garden, indifferent to the shocked looks she received. The two of them were clearly out of place. ââ¬Å"Hey,â⬠said Mia when she reached Lissa's group. ââ¬Å"My dad just got called away, and I have to go with him. I've got to give Jill back.â⬠ââ¬Å"No problem,â⬠said Lissa automatically, though she clearly wasn't happy about Jill being there. Lissa still kept wondering if Christian had some special interest in her. ââ¬Å"Everything okay?â⬠ââ¬Å"Yeah, just business.â⬠Mia made her farewells to everyone and left the party as quickly as she'd come, rolling her eyes at the other royals' sneers and shock as she passed. Lissa turned her attention to Jill, who had sat gingerly in a nearby chair and was staring around her in wonder. ââ¬Å"How's it been? Did you have fun with Mia?â⬠Jill turned back to Lissa, face brightening. ââ¬Å"Oh yeah. She's really great. She's done so much work with water. It's crazy! And she taught me a few fighting moves, too. I can throw a right hookâ⬠¦ although not very hard.â⬠Ambrose returned then with Lissa's drink. He gave it to her wordlessly and softened a bit when he saw Jill. ââ¬Å"You want anything?â⬠She shook her head. ââ¬Å"No, thanks.â⬠Adrian was watching Jill carefully. ââ¬Å"You okay here? Do you want me to take you back to guest housing?â⬠Like before, his intentions weren't romantic in the least. He seemed to regard her as a little sister, which I thought was cute. I hadn't thought him capable of that kind of protective behavior. She shook her head again. ââ¬Å"It's okay. I don't want you to have to leaveâ⬠¦ unlessâ⬠¦Ã¢â¬ Her expression grew worried. ââ¬Å"Do you want me to go?â⬠ââ¬Å"Nah,â⬠said Adrian. ââ¬Å"It's nice to have someone responsible around in the midst of all this madness. You should get yourself some food, if you're hungry.â⬠ââ¬Å"You're so motherly,â⬠teased Avery, echoing my thoughts. For whatever reason, Lissa took Adrian's ââ¬Å"responsibleâ⬠comment personally, like he was directly slamming her. I didn't think that was the case at all, but she wasn't really thinking all that clearly. Deciding she wanted some food herself, she got up and wandered over to the table in the courtyard's garden that had trays of appetizers on it. Well, it had earlier. Now the table was being used by the dancing girls Lissa had noticed before. Someone had cleared space by moving all the trays of food to the ground. Lissa leaned over and picked up a mini sandwich, watching the girls and wondering how they could find any sort of beat in that royal guy's horrible music. One of the girls spotted Lissa and grinned. She extended a hand. ââ¬Å"Hey, come on up.â⬠Lissa had met her once but couldn't recall her name. Dancing suddenly seemed like a great idea. Lissa finished the sandwich and, drink in hand, allowed herself to be pulled up. This got a few cheers from people gathered around. Lissa discovered that the crappy music was irrelevant and found herself getting into it. Her and the other girls' moves varied from overtly sexual to mockeries of disco. It was all fun, and Lissa wondered if Avery would claim this would haunt her in ten years too. After a while, she and the others actually attempted some synchronized moves. They started by swaying their arms in the air and then moved on to some chorus line kicks. Those kicks proved disastrous. A misstep-Lissa was wearing heels-suddenly sent her over the table's edge. She lost the drink and nearly collapsed before a pair of arms caught her and kept her upright. ââ¬Å"My hero,â⬠she muttered. Then she got a good look at her savior's face. ââ¬Å"Aaron?â⬠Lissa's ex-boyfriend-and the first guy she'd ever slept with-looked down at her with a smile and released her once he seemed certain she could stand. Blond-haired and blue-eyed, Aaron was handsome in a surfer kind of way. I couldn't help but wonder what would have happened if Mia had seen him. She, Aaron, and Lissa had once been involved in a triangle worthy of any soap opera. ââ¬Å"What are you doing here? We thought you disappeared,â⬠Lissa said. Aaron had left the Academy a few months ago. ââ¬Å"I'm going to school out in New Hampshire,â⬠he replied. ââ¬Å"We're here visiting family.â⬠ââ¬Å"Well, it's great to see you,â⬠said Lissa. Things hadn't ended well between them, but in her current state, she meant her words. She'd had enough booze to think it was great to see everyone at the party. ââ¬Å"You too,â⬠he said. ââ¬Å"You look amazing.â⬠His words struck her more than she would have expected, probably because everyone else here had implied that she looked trashed and irresponsible. And breakup or no, she couldn't help but recall how attractive she'd once found him. Honestly, she still found him attractive. She just didn't love him anymore. ââ¬Å"You should stay in touch,â⬠she said. ââ¬Å"Let us know what's going on.â⬠For a moment, she wondered if she should have said that, in light of having a boyfriend. Then she dismissed her worries. There was nothing wrong with hanging out with other guys-particularly since Christian hadn't cared enough to come with her on this trip. ââ¬Å"I'd like that,â⬠Aaron said. There was something in his eyes she found pleasurably disconcerting. ââ¬Å"I don't suppose, though, that I could get a goodbye kiss, seeing as I rescued you and all?â⬠The idea was preposterous-then, after a moment, Lissa laughed. What did it matter? Christian was the one she loved, and a kiss between friends would mean nothing. Looking up, she let Aaron lean down and cup her face. Their lips met, and there was no denying it: The kiss lasted a bit longer than a friendly one. When it ended, Lissa found herself smiling like a dazed schoolgirl-which, technically, she was. ââ¬Å"See you around,â⬠she said, heading back toward her friends. Avery wore a chastising look, but it wasn't over Aaron and the kiss. ââ¬Å"Are you crazy? You nearly broke your leg. You can't do that kind of thing.â⬠ââ¬Å"You're supposed to be the fun one,â⬠pointed out Lissa. ââ¬Å"It wasn't a big deal.â⬠ââ¬Å"Fun isn't the same as stupid,â⬠Avery retorted, face serious. ââ¬Å"You can't go do stupid shit like that. I think we should get you home.â⬠ââ¬Å"I'm fine,â⬠said Lissa. She stubbornly looked away from Avery and instead focused on some guys who were doing shots of tequila. They were having some sort of competition-and half of them looked ready to pass out. ââ¬Å"Define ?à ®fine,'â⬠said Adrian wryly. Yet he looked concerned too. ââ¬Å"I'm fine,â⬠Lissa repeated. Her gaze snapped back to Avery. ââ¬Å"I didn't get hurt at all.â⬠She'd expected grief about Aaron and was surprised they hadn't given it to her-which made it even more surprising when it came from another source. ââ¬Å"You kissed that guy!â⬠exclaimed Jill, leaning forward. Her face was aghast, and she displayed none of her usual reticence. ââ¬Å"It was nothing,â⬠said Lissa, who was irked to have Jill reprimanding her of all people. ââ¬Å"Certainly none of your business.â⬠ââ¬Å"But you're with Christian! How could you do that to him?â⬠ââ¬Å"Relax, Jailbait,â⬠said Avery. ââ¬Å"A drunken kiss is nothing compared to a drunken fall. God knows I've kissed plenty of guys drunk.â⬠ââ¬Å"And yet, I remain unkissed tonight,â⬠mused Adrian, with a shake of his head. ââ¬Å"It doesn't matter.â⬠Jill was really worked up. She'd grown to like and respect Christian. ââ¬Å"You cheated on him.â⬠With those words, Jill might as well have practiced her right hook on Lissa. ââ¬Å"I did not!â⬠Lissa exclaimed. ââ¬Å"Don't drag your crush on him into this and imagine things that aren't there.â⬠ââ¬Å"I didn't imagine that kiss,â⬠said Jill, flushing. ââ¬Å"That kiss is the least of our worries,â⬠sighed Avery. ââ¬Å"I'm serious-just let it go for now, you guys. We'll talk in the morning.â⬠ââ¬Å"But-â⬠began Jill. ââ¬Å"You heard her. Let it go,â⬠a new voice growled. Reed Lazar had appeared out of nowhere and was looming over Jill, face as hard and scary as ever. Jill's eyes went wide. ââ¬Å"I'm just telling the truthâ⬠¦Ã¢â¬ I had to admire her courage here, considering her normally timid nature. ââ¬Å"You're pissing everyone off,â⬠said Reed, leaning closer and clenching his fists. ââ¬Å"And you're pissing me off.â⬠I was pretty sure this was the most I'd ever heard him say. I tended to kind of think of him as a caveman, stringing three-word sentences together. ââ¬Å"Whoa.â⬠Adrian leapt up and rushed to Jill's side. ââ¬Å"You need to let this go. What, are you going to start a fight with some girl?â⬠Reed turned his glare on Adrian. ââ¬Å"Stay out of this.â⬠ââ¬Å"The hell I will! You're crazy.â⬠If anyone had asked me to make up a list of people most likely to risk a fight in defense of a lady's honor, Adrian Ivashkov would have been low on that list. Yet there he stood, face hard and hand sitting protectively on Jill's shoulder. I was in awe. And impressed. ââ¬Å"Reed,â⬠cried Avery. She too had risen and now stood on Jill's other side. ââ¬Å"She didn't mean anything. Back off.â⬠The two siblings stood there, eyes locked in some kind of silent showdown. Avery wore the harshest look I'd ever seen on her, and at last, he glowered and stepped back. ââ¬Å"Fine. Whatever.â⬠The group stared in amazement as he walked abruptly away. The music was so loud that only a few of the partygoers had overhead the argument. They stopped and stared, and Avery looked embarrassed as she sank back in her chair. Adrian still stood by Jill. ââ¬Å"What the hell was that?â⬠Adrian demanded. ââ¬Å"I don't know,â⬠Avery admitted. ââ¬Å"He gets weird and overprotective sometimes.â⬠She gave Jill an apologetic smile. ââ¬Å"I'm really sorry.â⬠Adrian shook his head. ââ¬Å"I think it's time for us to go.â⬠Even in her drunken state, Lissa had to agree. The confrontation with Reed had shocked her into soberness, and she was suddenly uneasily evaluating her actions tonight. The glittering lights and fancy cocktails of the party had lost their charm. The drunken antics of the other royals seemed clumsy and stupid. She had a feeling she might regret this party tomorrow. Once back in my own head, I felt fear set in. Okay. Something was very wrong with Lissa, and no one else seemed to notice it-well, not to the extent they should have. Adrian and Avery did seem concerned, but I had the feeling they were blaming her behavior on the drinking. Lissa was still reminding me a lot of how she'd been when we'd first returned to St. Vladimir's, when spirit had been seizing her and messing with her mind. Exceptâ⬠¦ I knew enough about myself now to realize that my anger and fixation on punishing Strigoi was being influenced by spirit's dark side too. That meant I was draining it away from her. It should have been leaving Lissa, not building up. So what was wrong with her? Where was this short-tempered, crazy, and jealous persona coming from? Was spirit's darkness simply growing in intensity so that it spread to both of us? Were we splitting it? ââ¬Å"Rose?â⬠ââ¬Å"Huh?â⬠I glanced up from where I'd been staring blankly at the TV. Denis was looking down at me, his cell phone in his hand. ââ¬Å"Tamara had to work late. She's ready to go now, butâ⬠¦Ã¢â¬ He nodded toward the window. The sun was almost down, the sky purple, with only a little orange on the horizon. Tamara worked within walking distance, and while there probably wasn't any real danger, I didn't want her out alone after sunset. I stood up. ââ¬Å"Come on, we'll go get her.â⬠To Lev and Artur I said, ââ¬Å"You guys can stay here.â⬠Denis and I walked the half-mile to the small office where Tamara worked. She did assorted clerical tasks, like filing and copying, and there'd apparently been some project that kept her there late tonight. We met her at the door and walked back to the apartment without incident, talking animatedly about our hunting plans for the evening. When we reached Tamara's building, I heard a strange wailing across the street. We all turned, and Denis chuckled. ââ¬Å"Good God, it's that crazy woman again,â⬠I muttered. Tamara didn't live in a bad part of town but, as in any city, there were homeless people and panhandlers. The woman we watched was almost as ancient as Yeva, and she regularly walked up and down the street, muttering to herself. Today, she lay on her back on the sidewalk, making strange noises while waving her limbs like a turtle. ââ¬Å"Is she hurt?â⬠I asked. ââ¬Å"Nope. Just crazy,â⬠said Denis. He and Tamara turned to go inside, but some soft part of me couldn't abandon her. I sighed. ââ¬Å"I'll be right in.â⬠The street was quiet (aside from the old lady) and I cut across without fear of traffic. Reaching the woman, I held out my hand to help her out, trying not to think about how dirty hers was. Like Denis had said, she merely appeared to be in crazy mode today. She wasn't hurt; she'd apparently just decided to lie down. I shuddered. I tossed the word crazy around a lot when it came to Lissa and me, but this was truly crazy. I really, really hoped spirit never took us this far. The homeless lady looked surprised at the help but took my hand and began talking excitedly in Russian. When she tried to hug me in gratitude, I stepped back and held up my hands in the international ââ¬Å"back offâ⬠signal. She did indeed back off but continued chatting happily. She grabbed the sides of her long coat and held them out like a ball-room skirt and began spinning around and singing. I laughed, surprised that in my grim world, this would cheer me up. I started to cross back over to Tamara's place. The old woman stopped dancing and began talking happily to me again. ââ¬Å"Sorry, I have to go,â⬠I told her. It didn't seem to register. Then she froze mid-sentence. Her expression gave me warning only half a millisecond before my nausea did. In one fluid motion, I spun around to face what was behind me, pulling my stake out as I moved. There was a Strigoi there, tall and imposing, having sneaked up while I was distracted. Stupid, stupid. I'd refused to let Tamara walk home alone, but I'd never even considered danger right outside my ââ¬Å"Noâ⬠¦Ã¢â¬ I wasn't sure if I said the word or thought it. It didn't matter. The only thing that mattered just then was what my eyes saw before me. Or, rather, what my eyes thought they saw. Because surely, surely, I had to be imagining this. It couldn't be real. Not after all this time. Dimitri. I knew him instantly, even though he'dâ⬠¦ changed. I think in a crowd of a million people, I would have recognized him. The connection between us would allow nothing else. And after being deprived of him for so long, I drank in every feature. The dark, chin-length hair, worn loose tonight and curling slightly around his face. The familiar set of lips, quirked now in an amused yet chilling smile. He even wore the duster he always wore, the long leather coat that could have come straight out of a cowboy movie. And thenâ⬠¦ there were the Strigoi features. His dark eyes-the eyes I loved-ringed in red. The pale, pale, death-white skin. In life, his complexion had been as tanned as mine, thanks to so much time outdoors. If he opened his mouth, I knew I'd see fangs. My whole assessment took place in the blink of an eye. I'd reacted fast when I'd felt him-faster than he'd probably expected. I still had the element of surprise, my stake poised and ready. It was perfectly lined up with his heart. I could tell, then and there, that I could make the hit faster than he could defend. Butâ⬠¦ The eyes. Oh God, the eyes. Even with that sickening red ring around his pupils, his eyes still reminded me of the Dimitri I'd known. The look in his eyes-the soulless, malicious gleam-that was nothing like him. But there was just enough resemblance to stir my heart, to overwhelm my senses and feelings. My stake was ready. All I had to do was keep swinging to make the kill. I had momentum on my sideâ⬠¦ But I couldn't. I just needed a few more seconds, a few more seconds to drink him in before I killed him. And that's when he spoke. ââ¬Å"Roza.â⬠His voice had that same wonderful lowness, the same accentâ⬠¦ it was all just colder. ââ¬Å"You forgot my first lesson: Don't hesitate.â⬠I just barely saw his fist striking out toward my headâ⬠¦ and then I saw nothing at all.
Wednesday, October 23, 2019
Qcf Support with Nutrition Essay
1.3Describe ways to resolve any difficulties or dilemmas about the choice of food and drink. * Giving them two or more choices and let them decide what they like, giving more details about the food will help them to choose. * Explain individuals about the importance of a healthy diet and encourage and support the m to choose healthy options and alternatives. * Explain individuals about the consequences of a poor diet choice. For example, obesity can lead to heart disease, varicose veins, diabetes and arthritis. High cholesterol and diets high in salt can lead to heart attacks and strokes. 1.4Describe how and when to seek additional guidance about and individualââ¬â¢s choice of food and drink. * When people reluctant, or refuse to eat certain types of food which have been noted in their support plan as a requirement for their condition. For example when an individual need to have a diabetic diet, a weight-reduction diet or gluten-free diet, if someone having swallowing difficulties , in such situations if someone is determined to ignore medical advice and to follow a different diet, this should be reported and discussed among the care team and the medical staff. * If the person have full mental capacity to understand the consequence and still ignore medical advice, itââ¬â¢s their choice and they have right to follow what they prefers * For children, people who are very confused and severely demented, they donââ¬â¢t have the full mental capacity to choose right diet for them and it should be discussed with care team and medical staff to decide what best for the individualââ¬â¢s best interest. 3.1Describe factors that help promote an individualââ¬â¢s dignity, comfort and enjoyment while eating and drinking. * It should be a safe, hygienic and pleasant place for people to eat food. Make sure the place is warm and have enough light, no noise distractions. * Let them decide where they like to sit when they having their meals. Some people like to site in the dining room with others, they will like the company and like to have a little chat each other while they eat. Some people like to have it in a privet place like their own room, for example if a person has difficulties which will require assistance they might not want others to see them while having meals. * Some people will need special aids to eating and drinking, for example, for example in the case of an individual with an arthritic condition provide cutlery with large handles which will help to hold them properly. * If a person needs feeding, make sure to give enough time for them to chew and swallow the food. * Presentation of the food will improve appetizing and more attractive and more likely to be eaten and enjoyed. 4.1Explain why it is important to be sure that an individual has chosen to finish eating and drinking before clearing away. Clearing away when a person has not finished their meal does not demonstrate respect and it reflects negatively on the overall service. Sometimes people will put their cutlery down and have a rest during a meal, and it may look like they have finished, but they may wish to continue eating after having a rest. 5.1Explain the importance of monitoring the food and drink an individual consumes and any difficulties they encounter. * It is important to pass on information and record if necessary about how much people are eating and drinking and any problem they might had while they were eating. * If a person is at risk of malnutrition, recording their dietary intake will show problems early on and action can be taken to prevent the situation getting worse. * Recording fluid intake and output can give a good indication about how well the heart and kidneys are working. * Recording difficulties of eating and drinking will help to identify chewing and swallowing difficulties and it will help to decide how to prepare food in a way that they can consume, for example choosing soft or pureed diet, cut vegetables and meat in to small, thickened fluids.
Tuesday, October 22, 2019
Indo-European and the Celtic language
Indo-European and the Celtic language Running Head: INDO-EUROPEAN AND THE CELTIC LANGUAUGE 1Indo-European and the Celtic languageTari PiferAIU OnlineAbstractThe purpose of this paper is to discuss how the vernacular Celtic language was a strong language in the Britain and Iberian-Peninsula and the later disappeared with the Roman Empire invasion and then infiltrated the use of the Latin language from the Roman presence.Indo-European and The Celtic LanguageDuring the Hellenistic time the Celtic language came from a span across Europe to Asia Miner in the east where to this day in Galatia present speaking Gaul's people recall a Celtic speech origination.Roman TriumphLater after the Roman military took over the language then transformed into Latin by the 5th Century and native Celtic language had disappeared from the continental Europe. To date the Celtic languages are limited mostly to the British Isles and French Brittany where approximately 2 million people speak the Celtic tongue today.Institute of Education and Celtic Culture, Dingle,...The Origin of CelticThe Celtic has three groups of people to form the language, which include the Continental, British and Gaelic people. Celtic language and it's definitions were a complicated language to understand due to the spelling not corresponding to the pronunciation and it's initial consonants will change depending on the final sound of the proceeding word. If one were to look up a word in the Celtic language they would need to be familiar with their changing of the phonics or atlering of the language.Continental CelticThe first group is the Continental Celtics, including all Celtic phrasing on the Continent except Breton, people disappeared with the fall of the Western Roman Empire in the late 5th century this group language was Gaulish but now are extinct. Gaulish once known of Gaul proper which today is France. Personal and proper names...
Monday, October 21, 2019
How to Travel Like a Geologist
How to Travel Like a Geologist Geology is everywhere- even where you already are. But to learn more deeply about it, you dont have to actually become a field geologist to get the true hard-core experience. There are at least five other ways you can visit the land under a geologists guidance. Four are for the few, but the fifth way- geo-safaris- is an easier way for the many. 1. Field Camp Geology students have field camps, run by their colleges. For those you have to be enrolled in the degree program. If youre getting a degree, make sure you experience these expeditions, because these are where faculty members do the real work of imparting their science to students. The websites of college geoscience departments often have photo galleries from field camps. Theyre hard work and very rewarding. Even if you never put your degree to use, youll gain from this experience. 2. Research Expeditions Sometimes you can join working geoscientists on a research expedition. For example, when I was with the U.S. Geological Survey I had the good fortune to ride along on several research cruises along the southern coast of Alaska. Many in the USGS bureaucracy had this same opportunity, even some people without geology degrees. Some of my own memories and photos are in the Alaska geology list. 3. Science Journalism Another avenue is to be a really good science journalist. Those are the folks who get invited to places like Antarctica or the Ocean Drilling Program to write books or stories for glossy magazines. These are not jaunts or junkets: everyone, writer and scientist, works hard. But money and programs are available for those in the right position. For a recent example, visit writer Marc Airharts journal from the cenotes of Zacatà ³n, Mexico, on geology.com. 4. Professional Field Trips For professional geoscientists, the most fun are the special field trips that are organized around major scientific meetings. These happen in the days before and after a meeting, and all are led by professionals for their peers. Some are serious tours of things like research sites on the Hayward fault, while others are lighter fare like the geologic tour of Napa Valley wineries I took one year. If you can join the right group, like the Geological Society of America, youre in.à 5. Geo-Safaris and Tours For those first four options, you basically have to have a job in the business or be lucky enough to be near the action. But safaris and tours in the worlds great countrysides, led by eager geologists, are for the rest of us. A geo-safari, even a short day trip, will fill you with sights and knowledge, and all you need to do in return is pay some money. Ive built a list of these geo-safaris, and it has a wide range. You can ride a small bus to the mines and villages of Mexico collecting minerals- or do the same in China; you can dig up real dinosaur fossils in Wyoming; you can see the San Andreas fault close up in the California desert. You can get dirty with real spelunkers in Indiana, trek upon the volcanoes of New Zealand, or tour the classic sites of Europe described by the first generation of modern geologists. Some are a nice side-trip if youre in the region whereas others are pilgrimages, to be prepared for like the life-changing experiences they truly are. Many, many safari sites promise that youll experience the geologic wealth of the region, but unless they feature a professional geologist in the group I tend to leave them off the list. That doesnt mean youll learn nothing on those safaris, only that theres no guarantee youll really get a geologists insight into what you see. The Payoff And geological insight is a rich reward that youll take home with you. Because as your eye opens, so does your mind. Youll gain a better appreciation of your own localitys geologic features and resources. Youll have more things to show off to visitors (in my case, I can give you a geo-tour of Oakland). And through heightened awareness of the geologic setting you live in- its limitations, its possibilities and possibly its geoheritage- youll inevitably become a better citizen.Finally, the more you know, the more things you can do on your own.
Saturday, October 19, 2019
Alike or Different Essay Example for Free
Alike or Different Essay We can try and change ourselves, by changing our appearance, putting on makeup, wearing different clothes, jewellery, etc. But itââ¬â¢s not just a case of appearance, but it also involves the person underneath that mask everyone tries to hide behind. Nobody has ever tried to look at the person underneath before judging them. Itââ¬â¢s just ego that stands in the way. What will the result be when people are stripped of all their accessories, when that mask is removed? What we get is a rollercoaster of emotions. Things that people can never guess are hidden underneath. And thatââ¬â¢s yet another similarity, which makes mistaken judgment also put into account. Feelings are also something to look at. For example, people do get happy, angry and sad in different situations, but everyone still gets those emotions at times, regardless of reason. And everyone goes through the same life cycle, how theyââ¬â¢re born, turn to children, then the teenage, middle aging comes after, then being old, and finally death. Everyone will face death someday. And everyone is made by God, and made of the same materials, as some believe. Everyone eats and breathes, everyone has the five senses, nobody can live without a vital organ, and no one can have supernatural powers. And these are all similarities. * A lot more people donââ¬â¢t believe in that saying, they believe that people differ in a lot of things, and the things that they have in common with others can be looked at from a different angle, making them into another difference. For example, everyone is a human being, but everyone is a different kind of human being, depending on personality, looks, and abilities. And the fact that everyone has a dream that is to be fulfilled can also be a difference, like everyone has a different dream and a different goal for the future. As for the life, everyone does have a life, but it depends on how they live it, and how everyone uses it that makes a difference. Besides, some people are born to have the personality to be good leaders, and others have the power and will to work hard in what theyââ¬â¢re good at, while others donââ¬â¢t treasure their abilities, and instead they use it for their own good, to get the better out of things, while they cause hurt to everyone else around them. Thatââ¬â¢s an example of being and not being able to be a useful person, to not use life wisely, and another way why people are different. Some believe that people differ in how they look (both on the outside and the inside), how they react to things around them, their personality, beliefs, ethics and religions. What can also count as a difference is how everyone is raised, what theyââ¬â¢re taught to believe, where and when they were born and who they lived with. People often adopt habits from those they live with, which can sometimes be good, and sometimes be bad. That can make a lot of differences compared to someone who was born rich, lived rich, and died rich. Another way of looking at things is peopleââ¬â¢s appearance. Some people really care about how they look, and always try to look their best at times. Some wouldnââ¬â¢t give that subject a second thought. Some do care, but not so much. And thatââ¬â¢s related to both personality and physical appearance. Language spoken is also a difference. And the fact that some of us can do something that others canââ¬â¢t, which comes down to ability. Furthermore sometimes people have disabilities that others donââ¬â¢t have. Sometimes there are illnesses and diseases that run in families, and some inherit that disease and some donââ¬â¢t, which is another difference. If we try and list these differences they will not have an end, and just thinking would take long too. So itââ¬â¢s not a case of what is the same and what can be different, itââ¬â¢s just how people think about things in their own point of view. So regardless of what there is that can be used as an argument, and however we think the ones who think the opposite are wrong, and no matter which angle we use look at things, it all goes back to opinion, and opinions are very important. And my opinion stays the same, but what about yours? And whatââ¬â¢s more important is to reason why we look at things from that point of view, and if we really are being fair, or if we are just judging others by what we think of them, and how we think of them. And most importantly, are we really being fair, or do we just think we are? Alike or Different. (2018, Nov 07).
Friday, October 18, 2019
International Relations Theories in the British Prime Minister David Essay
International Relations Theories in the British Prime Minister David Cameron's Speech to the Canadian Parliament - Essay Example Cameron emphasized the British and Canadian relationship in many parts of his address. He reminded the Canadians about their affinity to the monarchy - to the Queen and to the royal family. The Canadians are still ceremonially led by the British monarch and the citizens are favorable to such system, having high regard for the members of the Royal family. He highlighted the close relationship of the two countries, serving as a platform to introduce the successes that they achieved when they worked together in the past. Canada has always supported Britain in its military efforts and Cameron was quick to capitalize on the successes of this partnership. He referred to the two World Wars and appealed to the emotion of his audience by declaring the indebtedness of his country to the courage and commitment of Canada: In our darkest hour in World War II, Canadian naval forces helped keep the sea lanes open during the battle of the Atlantic running convoys across the Atlantic week after week, braving mines, submarines and blacked out silent ships. All of which proved absolutely fundamental to our ability to survive as an independent country.à The above variables became significant as Cameron outlined the modern global problems - security and economy. The trends in the global landscape, particularly those as explained by the globalization principle, made it possible for the economic upheavals to be felt all over the world. This is especially true in the case of negative consequences. In addition, to this there is also the fact that as states are incorporated into the modern global system, their coercive capabilities were undermined, in effect, ââ¬Å"weakening [their] legitimacy and subverted [their] capacity to manage the inevitable engagement with the global economyâ⬠(Burnell and Randall 25). There is an attempt, as demonstrated, by Cameronââ¬â¢s speech to go back on past alliances to cultivate new and stronger partnerships so that Britain and Canada could effectively navigate the international economic system brought about by the globalizing forces. This in consonance with the liberal theory, wherein states are partners in the development process. It is important to remember that a crucial characteristic of dependency theory and liberal theory is that both are products of history and stages by which international order emerged. By drawing on the two country's unique and close relationship and by highlighting the shared history, Cameron employed the strengths of the dependency theory and built a case for partnership, congruent to the liberal ethos, in order to advance economic cooperative measures. For instance, as previously mentioned Cameron has cited the numerous instances wherein Canada supported Britain. He did not fail to imply, however, that Canada could benefit from such support. He cited the case of Britainââ¬â¢s support for the Canadian resolution at a G8 summit, the Muskoka Initiative. He also hinted at the crucial role of Britain in the capability of Canada to strengthen its defenses. The theme of Cameronââ¬â¢s speech marginalized other theories such feminism and global ecopolitical theories. They were not significant in the themes that he chose to elaborate on. With regards to dependency theory, there was no
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